If I had to say I was afraid of something it would have to be children in scary movies. I mean movies like Children of the Corn or something like that, films that exploit the innocence of children and turn it into something menacing and creepy. I don’t know why, just thinking about cute little kids turning into little demon babies or zombie children is so freaky. So to sum it up in a nutshell, kids that are in scary films looking all creepy and such give me the ibbys. Well that, and clowns… come on, who likes clowns?

I am full of pain and hope

I wonder what’s behind the blue door

I hear the trees speak

I see colors in all music

I want to have a proper family

I am full of pain and hope

I pretend to be indifferent

I feel the suns warm embrace

I touch the edge of my damaged  heart

I worry that true love will always elude me

I am full of pain and hope

I understand the future is not set in stone

I say perseverance is the key

I dream about receiving a warm kiss

I try to come out stronger everyday

I hope that one day I find what I’m looking for

I am full of pain and hope

What makes me sad is when a loved one gets hurt. It always feels really helpless when a loved one is suffering. Like this one time a few buddies of mine invited me to go to a party with them, but I told them I couldn’t because I was working that night. It just so happened that my friends got into a fight there and one of them got hurt badly, like ER bad. I sometimes think that maybe it would have been different if I was there. It makes me sad when I think about all the other things that could have made the situation worse. Also, what makes me sad is when I can’t do anything to cheer them up. But what sometimes makes me sad most of all, is when I wish that I could stop them from getting hurt at all… but I know I can’t. So in conclusion, what makes me sad is when pals and family get emotionally or physically hurt. For example, situations such as getting into fights, or arguing with other people so bad that they end up getting their feelings hurt, and friends getting into accidents, kind of like a car crash or something. I hope one day that I can be there for one of my loved ones when it counts.

What makes me angry are chronic liars. To me I think liars are the worse kind of person. It always confuses ne that many people think its okay to lie. Well, it’s not.  Many people have been affected by a lie and most of it negative. People who lie make it hard to trust them or even be friends with them. It is never a good feeling being with a liar. They make you feel like their hiding.  Also the worst thing of all is when good pals lie to each other. For example, one time I told one of my friends that I was moving to another street in the same city, but I didn’t know exactly where. So I wanted him to tell me everything that went on with my girlfriend at school. He said ok and that he would keep an eye on her. Well, when I got back a week later he didn’t even bother telling me that they were dating already. So, in conclusion liars are what make me the angriest. Even the lie itself and hurt a person more than the liar, and much longer too. Also most of all a chronic will liar never keep any friends around if they don’t learn to stop.